As I dance with my lover, upon an icy grave, his pale lips smile, but as quickly, it fades.
The music sends chills down my flawless skin, Two lovers dancing, unforgiven of sin.
The night is darkened, with only the pale moon light, with good cause, we lovers embrace the night
Like silk over skin, was the dress that i wore, as dark as the night, and the heart it was for.
The wind whipspers his sweet sweet name, as i bid it farewell, in hopes to stay sane
I look in the eyes of a lover gone cold, though the dance never changes, his spirit grows old.
Every night, we repeat the tiresom moves, a simple sinners dance, that only a sinner knew.
I Failed dear lord, i failed dear lord, to do what you said do...I went away, so far away, but iv come back to you.
So heres my hands, lord take my hands, forgive me one more time.
You were kind, so very kind, while i was gone astray...You kept your hands on me dear lord, as i walked down lifes wronge way.
And satan tried so very hard to ruin and to wreck my mind, I thank you lord, for giving me, the chance of one more time.
Now listen friends, please listen friends, as i sing my song, dont listen to the evil ones, dont let them lead you wronge.
They will lie to you, they will steal from you, they will ruin and wreck your minds, and you
il tell you a story, a story of a girl, she lived a life of freedom, her own happy world.
She danced with the fairys and laughed with the demons, she listened to the ghost while they so mournfully sing
She sheltered herself from real feeling,and pain, could not hide the sun with the rain.
She lived her life in fantasys and fairytales, laughed when hurt was all she felt
She asked for no love, asked for no heart, asked for no reason to have a new start.
In her world,it was only black and white, good or bad...you were either happy, or you were sad
Soon enough, a man came who took her breath away, and in the black an white, came a shade of
All america is, is a battle-field for war, a place where soldiers long ago forgot what they were fighting for.
All america is, is a place of shattered dreams, a1 place of chaos and pain, where nothings like it seems
All america is, is a place of broken hopes, a place of false happyness, full of lying quotes
All america is, is people to blind to see, the pain they cause another, the price to be free
All america is, is a mistake made by man, a country full of leaders, to afraid to walk hand in hand
All america is, is a place of racist fights, a place of wronge doing, where nothings ever right.
We are free, we are right, we are perfect in
The day your heart cesed beating, was the I forgot to breathe. The day your lungs cesed breathing was the day i failed to see.
I visited your grave night after lonely night,I could never seem to accept such a terrible sight.
The day they took you away from me was the day I lost my soul,leaving within my heart, a black and empty hole.
They day they tore you from my arms, is a day i will not forget, the day they took you from me, is a day i will always regret
When i think of how i will never see you, i think of hell itself, and of how i tried and tried to hide the things i felt.
For days i refused to cry, unable to beleive this night
You will bathe in pools of blood, Forget all pain, forget all love.
You are the worst type of men, you have made the greatest sin.
You have killed, forgot all honer, layed souls in an indless slumber.
You diserve a painful death, giving in to eternal rest.
You have ruined your respected name, drew blood in endless shame.
You have slayed gods greatest gift, let your honerbound blade slip
You will die an endless death, no more promise, of eternal rest
Field of venom, field of strife. field of hatred for just the night. heart of ice, heart so cold, unlike others pure with gold. World of wonder, world so pure, so tell me, whats the fighting for. Why with honesty must there be lies, why with a bright future do so many die? Why does it seem like God pushes you away, when you know all he wants is for you to stay? Why does there have to be hurt with hate, why cant we follow our own fate? Why are humans such curious things, when hate and resentment is all it brings. They say love not what you want, but what you have, and following that theres no way to go bad. Longing to love, loving to hate, its
What right do you have to walk into my life, when you never cared before to do whats right.
What right do you have to take whats mine, what ever happened to being nice and kind?
What right do you have to force that apon me, you to so much more than just my virginity.
What right do you have, to ruin my world? I was nothing more than just a small girl.
You tore down my refuge, burned down my empire, ruined my life with your violent fire.
You tore me into peaces on the inside, causeing me to awake in terror late at night.
You took my love, and honest trust, all to satisfy your need and lust.
I was to afraid
"I love you" He whispered the words in a soft tone. Almost as if nothing were wronge. "what are the words if you do not mean them?" She asked, tears in her eyes, she was so sick of his foolish lies. "please put the gun down" he said, he couldnt stand the thought of her dead. "you beat me every day and say you love me?" She asked, if only hed understand, she didnt want this to be there last. "suisides not the answer" he replied, if only shed understand why he had lied. "you asked for this" She cried, she hated for this to be there goodbye. He yelled as one last tear hit the ground, she pulled the trigger with a deadly sound. He dropped to his
Though your soul is deeply hidden and the prospect of love is daringly forbidden, must you hate who all you see, shouldnt you love with all it can be? Life is a life, and it diserves love, take a glance at the stars above. If ever you see a simple smile, all you do is walk a mile. You show no compassion or care, those are two things you just wont spare. So save me a smile, and show me your heart, and perhaps our love wont fall apart
Deep under the earth, long beneath the soil, the devils eyes gleamed, the snakes began to coil.
The night was deadly from the storms feirce rains, from beneath its weak mud, the devils child came.
Frail and weak, tired and worn, its body mutilated, oddly deformed.
The earth roared, and the heavins cried, Nothing could change the dread of this night.
His strength grew stronger in the failing light, and a need to kill, forget whats right.
Satan rejoiced from his triumphant fight, dooming the earth to no more light.
The angels faught, and with it came death, for no real reason, giving eternal rest.
Doomed to darkness, and losing faith, f
What are these webs that i weave? Who are these people that I see? Could they be strangers to only my eyes? could they be punishment for all of my lies? Why do they follow me? They chase me as if i were all that they see. Why are they so ghostly yet clear, could this be from my own mental fear?What do they want from a person so tired and weak? What in this miserable world could they possibly seek? They seem so slow yet lightning fast, the suspense is killing me, it must not last. I fear of whats to come, and that it may happen before the rising sun. I fear of the sleep i so desperatly need, but somthing tells me these things want only to feed
Though your soul is deeply hidden and the prospect of love is daringly forbidden, must you hate who all you see, shouldnt you love with all it can be? Life is a life, and it diserves love, take a glance at the stars above. If ever you see a simple smile, all you do is walk a mile. You show no compassion or care, those are two things you just wont spare. So save me a smile, and show me your heart, and perhaps our love wont fall apart
"I love you" He whispered the words in a soft tone. Almost as if nothing were wronge. "what are the words if you do not mean them?" She asked, tears in her eyes, she was so sick of his foolish lies. "please put the gun down" he said, he couldnt stand the thought of her dead. "you beat me every day and say you love me?" She asked, if only hed understand, she didnt want this to be there last. "suisides not the answer" he replied, if only shed understand why he had lied. "you asked for this" She cried, she hated for this to be there goodbye. He yelled as one last tear hit the ground, she pulled the trigger with a deadly sound. He dropped to his
What right do you have to walk into my life, when you never cared before to do whats right.
What right do you have to take whats mine, what ever happened to being nice and kind?
What right do you have to force that apon me, you to so much more than just my virginity.
What right do you have, to ruin my world? I was nothing more than just a small girl.
You tore down my refuge, burned down my empire, ruined my life with your violent fire.
You tore me into peaces on the inside, causeing me to awake in terror late at night.
You took my love, and honest trust, all to satisfy your need and lust.
I was to afraid
Field of venom, field of strife. field of hatred for just the night. heart of ice, heart so cold, unlike others pure with gold. World of wonder, world so pure, so tell me, whats the fighting for. Why with honesty must there be lies, why with a bright future do so many die? Why does it seem like God pushes you away, when you know all he wants is for you to stay? Why does there have to be hurt with hate, why cant we follow our own fate? Why are humans such curious things, when hate and resentment is all it brings. They say love not what you want, but what you have, and following that theres no way to go bad. Longing to love, loving to hate, its
You will bathe in pools of blood, Forget all pain, forget all love.
You are the worst type of men, you have made the greatest sin.
You have killed, forgot all honer, layed souls in an indless slumber.
You diserve a painful death, giving in to eternal rest.
You have ruined your respected name, drew blood in endless shame.
You have slayed gods greatest gift, let your honerbound blade slip
You will die an endless death, no more promise, of eternal rest
The day your heart cesed beating, was the I forgot to breathe. The day your lungs cesed breathing was the day i failed to see.
I visited your grave night after lonely night,I could never seem to accept such a terrible sight.
The day they took you away from me was the day I lost my soul,leaving within my heart, a black and empty hole.
They day they tore you from my arms, is a day i will not forget, the day they took you from me, is a day i will always regret
When i think of how i will never see you, i think of hell itself, and of how i tried and tried to hide the things i felt.
For days i refused to cry, unable to beleive this night
All america is, is a battle-field for war, a place where soldiers long ago forgot what they were fighting for.
All america is, is a place of shattered dreams, a1 place of chaos and pain, where nothings like it seems
All america is, is a place of broken hopes, a place of false happyness, full of lying quotes
All america is, is people to blind to see, the pain they cause another, the price to be free
All america is, is a mistake made by man, a country full of leaders, to afraid to walk hand in hand
All america is, is a place of racist fights, a place of wronge doing, where nothings ever right.
We are free, we are right, we are perfect in
il tell you a story, a story of a girl, she lived a life of freedom, her own happy world.
She danced with the fairys and laughed with the demons, she listened to the ghost while they so mournfully sing
She sheltered herself from real feeling,and pain, could not hide the sun with the rain.
She lived her life in fantasys and fairytales, laughed when hurt was all she felt
She asked for no love, asked for no heart, asked for no reason to have a new start.
In her world,it was only black and white, good or bad...you were either happy, or you were sad
Soon enough, a man came who took her breath away, and in the black an white, came a shade of
As I lay here in the shimmer of the soft moonlight,
Cold tears run down my face as I hold my pillow tight,
Now I only feel safe in the harsh dark of the night,
Once so sure…suddenly I'm like a puzzle being ripped apart,
When it comes to my life I don't know where to start,
What I've been through and living with is crushing my heart,
People look at me and see a girl that laughs, smiles, flirts,
I put on an act and make people believe that nothing hurts,
But that's like being buried alive 6ft under the dirt!
reality in the mist by spiralstaircase, literature
Literature
reality in the mist
waitiing in the darkroom, please open up your eyes
please look past the crying, please look past the lies
i cant take this anymore, ive hurt so many times
and layed awaking just staring, writing down endless lines
a song to end my suffering, a note for freedoms sake
but everything is pointless, everythings so fake
i cant go on like this again, seeing you cry alone
i look at what ive done to you, cant belive how much ive done
im only a child, but where has my playtime gone?
i stripped your soul til you were naked, then danced upon your wrongs
and id take back all those words, but i cant remember how
the only memories i have, is seei
She looks in the mirror,
To see what may be seen.
Staring at an empty void,
Where something should have been.
Is this all that's left,
Of the person she once was?
A mere shadow of a person,
That's absent here because....
She's invisible to you,
And the world laughs at her pain.
Dry as a desert inside,
While she's standing in the rain.
You used to whisper in her ear,
On those starry, moonless nights.
She still hears your voice sometimes,
When she turns out the lights.
But in the silence, she cries alone,
Wanting to leave this world behind.
Quiet as comforting as a scream in the night,
Upon her battered mind.
The tiresome ye
The day your heart cesed beating, was the I forgot to breathe. The day your lungs cesed breathing was the day i failed to see.
I visited your grave night after lonely night,I could never seem to accept such a terrible sight.
The day they took you away from me was the day I lost my soul,leaving within my heart, a black and empty hole.
They day they tore you from my arms, is a day i will not forget, the day they took you from me, is a day i will always regret
When i think of how i will never see you, i think of hell itself, and of how i tried and tried to hide the things i felt.
For days i refused to cry, unable to beleive this night
Current Residence: Texas Favourite genre of music: country Operating System: xp Shell of choice: i have no clue? Favourite cartoon character: Inyuasha Personal Quote: I know im not the best at anything, but that doesnt mean im good at nothing
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Esher
Favourite Movies
NIghtmare on Elm street
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Dixie chicks
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Edgar allen poe
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Never Winter Nights
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ps2
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